Cookie-Avenue

2009-02-10T07:14:00.000-08:00

Singer: Colbie Caillat
Song Title: Oxygen

I came apart inside a world made of angry people
I found a boy who had a dream
Making everyone smile
He was sunshine
I fell over my feet
Like bricks underwater

How am i supposed to tell you how i feel
I need oxygen
Oh baby let me be your lady
I will make you happy
Never gonna leave, never gonna leave
Oh baby can i be your lady
I am going crazy for you

And so i found a state of mind
Where i could be speechless
I had to try it for a while
To figure out this feeling
This felt so right
Pull me upside down to a place
Where you've been waiting

How am i supposed to tell you how i feel
I need oxygen
Oh baby can i be your lady
I will make you happy
Im never gonna leave,
Never gonna leave
Oh baby can i be your lady
I am going crazy for you

You dont wanna keep me waiting
Staring at my fingers feeling like a fool

Oh baby can i be your lady
I am going crazy
Im never gonna leave,
Never gonna leave
Oh baby let me be your lady
I will make you happy, yeah-ohhhh

Tell me what you want,
Baby tell me what you need
Anything i ask baby give it to me
Baby give it to me, give it to me

Give it to me, give it to me
Baby give it to me give it to me

Notes:
My recently favourite songs, don't know why, i'm just loving it :D
Hearing this song makes me happy :D

Life.

2009-02-06T18:36:00.000-08:00

Walking along the same path every day
Doing the same routine over and over again
Wondering what was this routine for
Are we enjoying it?

Walking in a crowded street
Watching people passing by
Wondering what is their purpose in life
Are they satisfied with who they are now?

Walking on the side of the street
Watching people who struggling for their life
Selling things and begging for some help
Is it fair to live happy when the other was begging for help?

Sitting on the sea shore
Watching the waves, feel the breeze, enjoying the sun
Knowing that peaceful scene in this rotten world are exist
Is it okay to break that peaceful with some kind of unnecessary fight?

-Thoughts of mine-

Way To Be Happy.

2009-02-06T05:02:00.000-08:00

A Simple Way To Be Happy.

Put a little curve..

:)
:)
:)
:)
:)

SMILE!

Put a straight line on it..

:D
:D
:D
:D
:D

LAUGH!

Be happy even though you are struggling with the 'happy' meaning itself.
So.. Please.. be happy ^^

Quite true test result.

2009-01-29T05:05:00.000-08:00

I'm taking some test from facebook to forget all my troubles away..
I'm taking a 'which type of woman are you'..
And.. for me it's quite true for all the weakness side , haha..
When i am reading this, wow.. this one is true, ah that one too..
I can learn something in this test result, i have to get repaired..

Lovely lady.

You are lovely and caring. You help others and spread out a lot of sympathy. Your life aim maybe is to serve the people. But your weakness is that you forget about yourself, your own needs. All your time is hold back for your friends and family. You are always there for people in trouble. Ready for any emergency. You make a lot of sacrifices just to be a good human. But every woman has her needs, her longings and a destiny. Don't loose yourself in work or curing other people's souls. You will have your own problems in your life. Another problem is that you don't say your opinion when it's right and important to say it. People trample onto your soul if you are always so kind and lovely and helpful. They will play on you. Though you should try to relax more and enjoy your life, you should not loose the gift that was given to you to help others . Not everyone is created this way... You are uniqe and rare!

Stress!

2009-01-29T04:52:00.001-08:00

Ihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....................
Kesallllllllllllllllllllll!!!!!!!!!!
Bete!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(T________________________________________T)

R.I.P : Mr/Mrs. Cicak.

2009-01-16T08:56:00.000-08:00

Rest In Peace , Cicak..

Tokoh:
-Cicak
-Gw
-Koko gw

Alkisah..
Kira-kira 7 hari yang lalu, sepulang kerja, ketika hendak menapakkan kaki di sendal, langkahku terhenti , diiringi muka shock dan agak mengernyit.. Disitulah momen pandangan pertama gw sama itu cicak.. karena gw punya phobia ama cicak (ada ga ya phobia khusus buat cicak?), otomatis histeris abis ngeliad tu cicak.. 0_O

Selagi histeris, gw berusaha ngusir sendiri itu cicak (tentu aja dari jauh, haha..) "huss..huss.." sampe hentak2 kaki pula loh biar itu cicak takud, tapi tetep aja itu cicak ga bergerak, yang ada badannya ngeliuk2 ditempat doank. Nah, bertambah histerislah gw, alhasil manggil bala bantuan buat bantu usirin a.k.a koko gw :p

Selagi menunggu bala bantuan datang nolong, gw menatap cicak itu dengan aneh, badannya ngelengkung kek huruf c ato u gitu, udah gitu buntutnya ngga ada lagi x_x hmm.. cicaknya keknya lagi sakit atau kenapa gitu de menurut analisis gw.. soalnya biasanya cicak digertak aja mestinya ud ngabur, kalo yang ini kalem banged, kan aneh..

Nah..setelah bala bantuan datang, berhasil terusirlah itu cicak.. dan gw ga tau itu cicak lari kemana, yang penting ud ilang dari deket sendal :D haha..walo agak was2 jg sih pas mo pake tu sendal :p

Kira - kira 4 hari lalu..
Sepulang kerja lagi tepatnya, pas mo nyalain kipas angin.. terjadilah pertemuan kedua gw dengan cicak itu.. otomatis histeris, dan seperti biasa minta bala bantuan datang menolong yang dimana itu adalah koko gw lagi :p hahau~ .. nah entah ide darimana, kali ini koko gw ambil sehelai kertas, trus deketin ke itu cicak, biar itu cicak naik.. usaha pertama gagal soalnya itu cicak jatoh.. usaha kedua sukses, cicaknya nurut (agak2 terharu jg ngeliadnya, baru x ini ngeliad cicak seramah itu (Loh???) )

Lalu, gw bilang, taroh di luar aja, asalkan jangan didalem.. pergilah koko gw keluar.. dan setelah balik masuk, gw tanya "taroh dimana?" , lalu koko gw ngejawab "tuh di atas situ (pembatas antara rumah gw dan rumah tetangga)" .. lalu gw ngomel2 "kok ditaroh disitu, kan kesian, lagi sering ujan2 ntar kalo keujanan gimana.. cicaknya jg susah jalan, keknya sakit ato kenapa gitu, mana bisa nemplok turun, bla bla bla..." (kurang ajar ya, ud dibantuin ngeluarin cicak mala kena omel :p)

Lalu.. beberapa saat kemudian hujan deras turun.. dan mulailah gw kuatir (tumben2an bisa kuatir sama cicak, haha gw jg bingung) .. tapi apa daya, ud request minta pindahin tempat laen aja, koko gw nolak :( .. yah.. sejak saat itu ku tak tahu gimana kabar itu cicak..

2 hari yang lalu..
Setelah hujan besar dan deras, maka menggenanglah air di jalanan depan rumahku.. Pas mo berangkat kantor, pas lagi bukain pintu buat koko gw.. entah kenapa pas lagi ngeliad ke aer.. tampaknya ada sosok yang gw kenal.. langsungla gw amatin.. dan ternyata................................
ada sosok cicak ud tebalik dengan ciri-ciri sama dengan si cicak berbuntut buntung yang waktu itu ditaroh di luar :'(.. lalu gw bilang sama koko gw "liaddd tuuuuu.. kan bener kan.. mati kan tu jadinya.. dtaroh di luar sih.." (nyalahin orang emang paling enak :p) .. koko gw responnya "ya udahlah..abis mo gimana lagi >.<" Entah kenapa jadi sedih , hauhau.. Padahal selama ini benci dan geli banged sama yang namanya cicak.. Tapi khusus cicak yang satu ini , spesial deh :D Entah kenapa juga kok rasa2nya jodoh banged ya ketemu ama itu cicak.. dari pandangan pertama sampe pandangan terakhir.. dari sosok segar bugar sampe sosok pucat pasi.. sungguh aneh.. Maafkan akuw cicakkk :'( gara2 gw tereak2 histeris melihat keberadaanmu.. yang akhirnya membuatmu disingkirkan ke dunia luar yang kejam.. yang akhirnya membuatku melihatmu mengambang tragis di aer banjir :'(..

The End.

Rain Hard = Flood = (^___^)

2009-01-13T06:13:00.000-08:00

It has been raining a lot lately,
(Til' now i'm still praying and hoping that the rain will continue and never stop, LOL)

The sky was so gloomy and the cloud was start to moving,
(It makes me feeling so calm to see the sky was so dark , weird isn't it ? :p)

The wind was so blowy and freezing
(It makes me shaking a lil' bit when i'm on my way to the office today)

When the rain starts to fall, i'm enjoying every little drop of it
(It makes me hoping that i should be at home enjoying the rain's mood, not at office)

When the rain starts to fall harder than before, i put a big up curve on my face
(My heart says 'great, rain harder so we can have a flood everywhere *evil grin* of course with a hope that my office will be set to holiday mode : ON because of the flood :p)

When the lightning starts to flashing, i was a lil' bit scared
(But..you know what? i'm still enjoying it XD, hahaha i think i am weird)

Notes: But anyway, coz' my lovely boyfriend must and have to go to the office because of the office consequences for absence, so... i think i have to minimizing my hope for flood , LOL XD

How to Stop Being Needy

2009-01-07T07:31:00.004-08:00

1. Slow down!
Every relationship develops at its own pace--don't fast forward to "soulmates" or "best friends forever" just because things feel great. Cherish the novelty of it all, and the excitement of having something new, because it'll never be new again. It can be nerve-wracking not knowing how a certain connection is going to unfold, but it's also exciting. Be patient and learn to savor that excitement. Don't try and push the connection into a stage that it's not ready for.

2. Take off the rose-tinted glasses.
Part of the reason we get disproportionately excited sometimes is because we tend to "idealize" a person in the very beginning. When you first meet someone who you have a connection with, it's so easy to get lost in fantasies of how awesome your friendship or relationship might be, but with those fantasies come high expectations, and sometimes those expectations are unrealistic! Make it a point to remind yourself that this new person is human, which means they're not perfect. They will make mistakes, and you need to be ready to cope and forgive, rather than act shocked that the person dares to be anything but perfect.

3. Practice quid pro quo (a Latin phrase for "this for that").
Imagine your interaction with this person is like a tennis or volleyball game. Every time you initiate contact, your throw the ball to their side of the court. Then, you have to wait for them to send it back. You don't toss a whole bunch more just to make sure he or she is still interested in playing. If you're a little on the needy side, you probably get nervous and worried while you're waiting. When this happens, take a deep breath. If you've already gotten in touch with someone (sent them an e-mail or text message, or gave them a call and left a voice message) there's no need to do it again. Whenever you do get the urge to contact them again, remember that there are only a few possibilities here:

* They haven't had a chance to respond. Either they didn't get your message yet, or they've been too busy or preoccupied to get back to you. If you trust this person, then you have to give him or her the benefit of the doubt and assume this is the case. Give them time to get back to you. If it becomes a pattern, though, consider these two other possibilities:

* The person is fickle. Some people just aren't good about maintaining a friendship or relationship; sometimes they're lazy, sometimes they're forgetful. If you suspect this is the case...like if they always say they're going to call you back by such and such time and they never do, and this has happened several times, confront them about it using nonviolent communication. If the pattern doesn't change, you need to either walk away from them, or accept that they might never change, and you'll be forever locked into the role of "nag".

* They just aren't interested. It happens sometimes, for a variety of reasons, but one thing is for sure--showering them with more attention will never change their mind. Persistence is not the answer! Pulling away may be their way of jumping ship without confronting you; any prodding from you won't change the way they feel, and deep down inside, you know that. If someone doesn't have the decency to respond, they're not worth your time--you deserve better than that.

4. Get busy doing other things.
People who are busy simply don't have enough time to be needy; they're always preoccupied with other things, and guess what? Those other things often make those people more interesting friends and romantic partners. If you have nothing better to do than to wait for someone to call or write back, then you're probably bored (and you know what they say - if you're bored, you're boring). So what are you waiting for? Go volunteer. Learn to dance. Go for a run. Learn to oil paint. Join a club. Put yourself out there, apply yourself, and have fun! All your worries will fall away, and if and when the person gets in touch, it'll be a delightful surprise, not a frantic relief!

5. Fill the gap.
Odds are, if you struggle with neediness, you're probably a little lacking in the self-esteem department. You might be looking for someone to make you feel better about yourself, but the fact is that you are the only person who can really do that. You shouldn't base your happiness on someone else. Sure, it's okay for someone to make you happy, but if they're your only source of happiness, you might become angry or sad whenever they're not around, and that can be very demanding for the other person! It makes them feel guilty, obligated and eventually, resentful towards you. One way to get rid of neediness is to prove to yourself that you don't need anyone by doing things by yourself, or being single, for an extended period of time, until you feel confident, like you want a best friend or significant other, but you definitely don't need them.

6. Learn to trust.
Once you sort out what's going on inside, you can deal with any issues you might have in relating to other people. Neediness is often associated with a shortage of trust, and sometimes a fear of abandonment. When you find yourself doubting someone's feelings for you, or their loyalty, ask yourself why you don't trust them. Is it because they did something questionable? Or is it because someone in your past hurt you, and now you think this new person is going to do the same thing? If it's the latter, then remind yourself that it's not really fair to judge one person by another person's actions, is it? If you really care for this person, and they've earned your trust, give it to them.

7. Love Yourself!
Give yourself permission to be okay with you. Learn to do things alone, like reading a book, going for a walk, be with your own thoughts. Figure out what you like and want to do. Learn to say no, practice boundaries. Working on your awareness, and what you need to do, for you will help. So when you are ready for someone, you can be available and the best partner you can be. It takes time! Be patient, go slow.

(-Thanks to How to Wiki-)

Bad Food

2009-01-06T15:59:00.000-08:00

A Doctor was addressing a large audience:

"The material we put into our stomachs is enough to have killed most of us sitting here, years ago. Red meat is awful. Soft drinks corrode your stomach lining. Chinese food is loaded with MSG. High fat diets can be disastrous, and none of us realizes the long- term harm caused by the germs in our drinking water. But there is one thing that is the most dangerous of all and we all have, or will, eat it. Can anyone here tell me what food it is that causes the most grief and suffering for years after eating it?" After several seconds of quiet, a 75-year-old man in the front row raised his hand, and softly said, "Wedding Cake."

Last but not Least

2008-12-31T02:29:00.000-08:00

New Year Moods is Striking me again this year.
Don't know why.. I don't really like New Year's Event.
Kind of not really happy, but not really sad too.
It is just made me thing.. "aaa..another year is going to past by again, what have i done in this year, and so on and so on.."

Kinda sad to see another year gone by..
Kinda hate it when you want to write a date for the first time,
coz' you always mistaken it , for example: 1 jan 2008, it should've be 1 jan 2009..hahaha i always do this kind of mistake. Coz' your mind is still stick with the past year, and you already used to write it all over the past year, and suddenly you have to switch it to a new number, it's kinda weird for me :p

Have i been good this year?
Maybe no. :p

That's all for now, ciao 2008 :D

Ikimono Gakari - Kimagure Romantic

2008-12-26T07:42:00.000-08:00

Singer : Ikimono Gakari
Songs Title (Romaji) : Kimagure Romantic
Songs Title (English) : Capricious Romantic

Video Clips

(Thanks to Youtube for the video clip)

Kanji Lyrics

ロマンティック恋のアンテナは
嵐で何処かへ飛んでいった
嘘でしょう冷たく遇（あしら）った
こしゃくなエクボにちょっと心が揺れてる
ホントは本気であたしを叱ってくれる大事なひと
・・・なんて言ったらアイツは得意気になるから
もう褒めたりしない

タイクツな運命に飽き飽きしたの
知らない台詞（ことば）で解き放してね

※ダーリンダーリン心の扉を壊してよ
たいせつなことは瞳を見て云って
あなたとならばこの街を抜け出せる
今すぐ連れ出して My Sweet Sweet Darling

ドラマチック笑顔の秘密を
だれだって探し続けてる
見上げた空に描くの幸せのかたち
そうあたしらしくいたい

気まぐれなテンションで振りまわすけど
この手はかならず離さないでね

ダーリンダーリン心の扉を叩いてよ
素直な気持ちがあふれてゆく
あなたとならば笑っていられるよ
今すぐ駆け出すの My Sweet Sweet Darling

ダーリンダーリンきっとあたしはつかめるよ
幸せの意味に気づいていく
あなたとならば明日を変えられる
今すぐ連れ出して My Sweet Sweet Darling

※繰り返し

Romaji Translation

romantic koi no antena wa
arashi de dokoka e tondeitta
uso deshou tsumetaku ashiratta
koshaku na ekubo ni chotto kokoro ga yureteru

honto wa honki de atashi wo
shikatte kureru daiji na hito
...nante ittara aitsu wa tokuige ni naru kara
mou hometari shinai

taikutsu na unmei ni akiaki shita no
shiranai kotoba de tokihanashite ne

*darlin' darlin' kokoro no tobira wo kowashite yo
taisetsu na koto wa me wo mite itte
anata to naraba kono machi wo nukedaseru
imasugu tsuredashite my sweet sweet darling

dramatic egao no himitsu wo
daredatte sagashi tsuzuketeru
miageta sora ni egaku no shiawase no katachi
sou atashirashiku itai

kimagure na tension de furimawasu kedo
kono te wa kanarazu hanasanai de ne

darlin' darlin' kokoro no tobira wo tataite yo
sunao na kimochi ga afurete iku
anata to naraba waratte irareru yo
imasugu kakedasu no my sweet sweet darling

darlin' darlin' kitto atashi wa tsukameru yo
shiawase no imi ni kizuite iku
anata to naraba ashita wo kaerareru
imasugu tsuredashite my sweet sweet darling

*darlin' darlin' kokoro no tobira wo kowashite yo
taisetsu na koto wa me wo mite itte
anata to naraba kono machi wo nukedaseru
imasugu tsuredashite my sweet sweet darling

English Translation

Romantic, the antenna of love
flew away somewhere in the storm
It can't be true. You didn't give me the time of day
My heart is a little shaken by your saucy dimples

An important person who actually seriously scolds me
Because it seems he'll be all proud when I say that
I won't praise him anymore

I've gotten fed up with a boring fate
Free me from that with words I don't understand

Darlin' Darlin' break down the door to my heart
Look at me and tell me what's important.
If I'm with you we can slip out of this town.
Lead me our right now my sweet sweet darling

Dramatic, everyone's continuing to
search for the secrets behind a smile.
I'm going to draw the shape of happiness in the sky above
I want to be myself

Though I go about it with a capricious tension,
don't you let go of my hands, okay?

Darlon' Darlin' knock on the door to my heart
I'm filled with honest feelings
If I'm with you we can start smiling
Run away with me right now my sweet sweet darling

Darlin' Darlin' I'm surely going to grasp it
I realize the meaning of happiness
If I'm with you we can change tomorrow
Lead me out right now my sweet sweet darling

Darlin' Darlin' break down the door to my heart
Look at me and tell me what's important
If I'm with you we can slip out of this town
Lead me out right now my sweet sweet darling

( Thanks to JpopAsia and the translator for lyrics )

My Private Time

2008-12-26T07:09:00.000-08:00

Everyone, definitely needs a 'myself only' time, sounds like egoist, but it is a must have one.

Christmas Holiday,
Thankfully my office are having a day off today..
26.12.2008

Watching three dvd, which was great because i havent watch so many dvd since i'm working.
Playing computer peacefully, without thoughts that i have to go to work tomorrow so i have to go to bed earlier.
Finished watching all season of Tsubasa no Oreta Tenshitachi, it's a very inspirational series i've ever watch.
Learning Japanese Online, the one which link i've already bookmark a long time ago, but hasn't been discovered yet.
Opening my favourite web for Photoshop Tutorials and learn some :D
Definitely a stress-free day :D

That's all for today ^^

Ja ne~

Christmas.

2008-12-24T16:48:00.000-08:00

Christmas.

(picture taken from MSN Today)

Noel.
Snow.
Born New.
Santa Claus.
Season of Joy.
Season of Love.
Season of Giving.
Passing the joy to others.
Passing the love to others.
Gathering with your family.
Singing the Christmas Songs.
Celebrating it with your loved ones.
Red and Green Ornaments Everywhere.
Small Size to Big Size Christmas Tree Everywhere.
Have a
Merry
Little
Xmas!

Life

2008-11-07T19:48:00.001-08:00

Hardwork.

What is hardwork?
It means working with all of your maximum capability to have a satisfying results.

The result of the hardwork can be great and as expected,but it can also be a bad and tiring.

Happiness.

What is happiness?
It means feeling full of joy inside your heart.

The result of the happiness is an up curve in your lips,ranged from small curve to big curve.

Trust.

What is trust?
It means having a full of positive energy toward people,without worrying any single thing.

The result of trust is living with less fear toward the peoples.

Fear.
What is fear?
It means scare to having or seeing something that we dont want to have or see.

The result of fear is extreme cautious for the things that we fear of.

Peace.

What is peace?
It means a feeling full of calmness and love,it doesn't let the hate,anger,jealousy,and negative thoughts knocking in our mind.

The result of peace is a healthy mind and a healthy life.

Secret.
What is secret?
It means a story that remains untold, a chapter of life that will remains as an unsolved mystery of life.

The result of secret is no one will ever know the truth that you keep,except God.

Sadness.

What is sadness?
It means availabling scar and ache anywhere it feel hurts.

The result of the sadness is
a down curve
in your lips.It can also accumulating a tears if the feeling of sadness is deep.

Depression.

What is depression?
It means
a deep sadness,a gloomy world that affecting your mind,body and soul.

The result of the depression is an unconcious emotion,easily break,and having a 'do not disturb' sign hanging on the people minds.

Numb.

What is numb?
It means the maximum peak of effort from accepting something accumulatively.

The result of numb is an ignorance,an immunability turned on,and it make the people paralyze with no antidote to cure it.

Confuse.

What is confuse?
It means to feel a road to nowhere,don't know which path you will take.

The result of confuse is our mind thinking twice or even more harder than before.

Effort.

What is effort?
Effort is the power to accomplished some works that needs to be done.

The result of effort is a step forward for our self improvement.

Decision.

What is decision?
It means a path that we have choose from many other paths.

The result of decision can be unsatisfying if we choose the wrong path, and it also can be a satisfying one if we choose the right one.

Life.

What is life?
It means to feel a bunch of emotion,trying hard to handle it with our maximum effort and still able to go through all of that with grace and a smile in our lips.

The result is we can feel the true meaning of life;the up and the down of life.

Hari ke-sekian: Hmmm..

2008-11-06T05:23:00.001-08:00

Hmm..
Hmmm..
Hmmmm..
Hmmmmm..

Catatan perjalanan sampai hari ini:

1.Gatel karna aer kaporit tingkat tinggi perlahan tp pasti mulai berkurang.

2.Kondisi tidur yg hampir setiap hari ga berasa tidur,yg nyebabin kantung mata gw tetep nempel pada tempatnya.

3.Napsu makan yang 'sedikit' menghilang belakangan ini.

4.Mood yg naek dan turun ga jelas,yang ngebuat kepribadian gw semakin bervariasi,dari diem ga jelas sampe ketawa ga kekontrol.

5.Rasa kangen jakarta yang ga bisa terpuaskan untuk saat ini.

Time is one of the most important essence in our life. It can lead us to victory and it can lead us to death.

Hari ke-9 : Training hari keempat

2008-10-15T17:50:00.000-07:00

Kondisi pagi :
1.Tidur lumayan cukup.
2.Makan pagi cukup enak.
3.Tingkat waspada pas mo mandi mulai meninggi lagi.
4.Pakai jaket tim yang kegedean ke chevron untuk pertama kaliny (Sebab:tim duri pakai,masa tim rumbai ga pakai kwkw)

Kondisi siang :
1.Tingkat stress mulai berkurang.
2.Was-was sedikit buat sesi after lunch.
3.Makan enak lagi hari ini.
4.Jaket teronggok dengan manis dibangku,pake cuma sbentar hahaha.

Kondisi malam :
1.Tenang dan lega.
2.Planning pindah hotel.
3.Planning weekend di duri.

Hari ke-8 : Training hari ketiga

2008-10-15T06:20:00.001-07:00

Diawali dgn muka kuyu,mata berkantung,badan lemes.

Ditengahi dengan kepala pusing, perut mual, leher pegel dan otak yg ga memadai lg buat mikir.

Diakhiri dgn perut kembung,pengen muntah,dan pusing kepala.

Kesimpulan :
Dari kmaren isi blog gw keluhan smua isinya T_T tsk..

Hari ke-6: Training hari pertama.

2008-10-13T16:47:00.000-07:00

Hasil kerja tiada henti dari hari ke-2 sampai hari ke-6 :
1. Badan pegel2
2. Encok kaki
3. Leher pegel2
4. Kurang tidur
5. Pusing kepala
6. Proses pencernaan berubah (blom adaptasi ma situasi baru)

Nambah umur di kota asing hik

2008-10-12T11:42:00.001-07:00

Huwa..
Diawali dngn pergi k chevron..hari minggu kerja? What!?

Hari ke-3: Menikmati sabtu.

2008-10-11T03:43:00.001-07:00

Bisa bangun siang hore2..lega dan seneng ari ni ga jd ke chevron..tp jadinya ari minggu hiks..

Kemaren ke chevron,pusing pisan,masa2 suram dimulai..smoga gw bs ngelewatin masa2 kek gn..

Hari ni maw kerja tp stnga jalan,gara2 ngestuck ujung2ny pada maen game haha..

Hari ni diawali dngn breakfast yg aneh dan ga enak..pesen mi goreng,bgt sampe gw ud sneng soalny kykny enak,tp pas dmakan..uek kek rasa apek2 ga jelas gt (membuat gw teringat akan peristiwa nasi bungkus pas sma).alhasil minta sambel ma tomat,gw tuang bnyk2 dngn maksud ngilangin rasa aneh,tp ga epek..rasanya tetep aneh..alhasil gw ga abisin itu mi hahaha..

Makan siang ari ni,makan siang terenak slama gw di riau nyahaha mayan buat ngobatin makan pagi yg ancur.nama tmpt mknny "teng teng medan", gw makan emie ma rujak.emieny enak bngt,rujakny beda dr rujak yg dijual di jakarta,rujakny kek manisan gt,nyam.walo ada satu insiden kecil pas makan,ada laler berenang di es teh maniskuw auw..T_T tmpt mkn ini pasti bngt gw kunjungin,masi bnyk yg pengen gw coba dr gorengan sampe mi sop,cihuy.

Pas sore,liad kluar dngn pikiran "wah anginny enak ni,adem2.maen ayunan ah".lalu gw kuar dan maen ayunan,angin yg tdny adem dan enak lama2 bikin gw eneg dan pusing kpala (apa gara2 badan diayun tp angin jg ikut ngayun badan ya?) Alhasil oles2 minyak angin dikepala sama tiduran d haha.

Ari ni nepon susa bngt d..giliran lg ga ngapa2in ditepon mala ga diangkat2,tsk..

Asik ujan,cihuy.

To be continued..

MengGosongkan Badan dan Pikiran.

2008-10-09T06:23:00.001-07:00

Hari pertama di pekanbaru ; Fakta pas naek pesawat : 1.Telat check in,waktu ud nunjukkin minus 10 mnit lg sebelom pesawat lepas landas.Alhasil lari2an ngejer pesawat.Dan..pas masuk..terjadilah scene dimana 9 orang masuk yang diiringi tatapan bete dari penumpang laen yg "mungkin" ud lama duduk manis.

2.Deg2an pas naek pesawat,secara ud lama ga naek dan sekalinya naek dpt bngku yg sebelahny baling2 yang brisiknya setengah mati.

3.Awan itu kayak gulali,setelah diamati secara seksama.dan itu ngebuat gw laper.

Fakta di riau:
1. Riau itu langitnya bagus,bersih bngt,ga kayak di jakarta.

2. Riau itu panas bngt.Pas maw ke mall ska, kita ber-9 naek satu mobil xenia,terbayang sempitny kek apa kan.ud mana udara panas,ac ga brapa dingin,sesek jg dudukny.begitu sampe mall,bgitu gw liad ad aer mancur,itu aer mancur berasa kek oase dtengah padang gurun,hahaha.

3. Mal yang dibilang paling bgus di riau,ga sebagus seperti yg gw kira.begitu sampe disana gw ma temen gw lngsung norak mode on bgitu tau ternyata ad jg breadtalk, j.co disitu kwkw.

4.Bangunan2 di riau punya ciri khas (potony nyusul ntar d).

Fakta di hotel:
1.Kamarny gede,enak.

2.Ga ad channel tipi luar,cuma ad lokal doang hik..

3.Bangunanny ud tua,lorongny kek lorong rumah sakit,hiy..

4.Aura kamar mandinya agak2 serem.

5.Aer yg kluar dari keran,ngebuat gw ama roommate gw shock (ga bs djelasin disini),yg dimana menyebabkan gw tiap x mandi slalu ngamatin air dngan seksama dulu T_T

Kesimpulannya:
1.naek pesawat itu menyeramkan (krn bs jatoh sewaktu2),tp pemandangan yg didapet worthed.

2.Riau itu panas dan sederhana kotanya.

3.Hotel gw ga brapa nyaman.pindah hotel plis x_X..

4.Ngetik pake keypad hape itu ternyata pegel jg.

5.Badan gw bkal gosong krn panas matahari, dan pikiran gw jg bakalan gosong krn proyek chevron..dijamin sratus persen..

To be continued..

Stupidity #1

2008-09-09T07:08:00.000-07:00

Let's make a list of any stupid things that happening in my life.
Today, I go to my client office..

When i want to go to the toilet , i try to open the door, i push it but it stays still..Then the officer outside told me to push the button on my left.. So..... I Push it, and tada.. the door is open (--')
When entering the bathroom, there was 3 doors,i was thinking "whoa, the door is so big for just one toilet only.."(My imagination of Very Big Toilet still running on my head, i wonder what kind of toilet they have) FYI, i go to the toilet with my friends.. and then i told my friend to go to the first door, i go to the third door.. and i see my friend face looks like she's confused why did i go to door #3.. She said to me "this door, not that one" .. I have my hands on the door handle, and then i look at the door signs.. it didn't have any "skirt shape" on it.. T_T I just realized that after the 1st door, there is another three door, one for female, one for male, and the other one is for.. umm i forgot already.. ( It all happens because of my stupid imagination , hahaha) Luckily, i haven't open the "male" door yet.
I was typing a message to my project leader, asking "so? how? i dont get what it means".. i forgot that his computer are being projected to the screen.. so...... my message popin up on the screen, luckily the client side is busy with their other things, LOL. XD

That's all my stupidity for today :p
I'm tired now.. I can't wait for saturday to come.. (I FORGOT that i work at saturday for 2 more weeks AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA X_X) all i can do now is wait for sunday to come.. fiuh.. so Tired..

Spitz - Je t'aime?

2008-09-08T06:17:00.000-07:00

JE T'AIME?
sakushi & sakkyoku Kusano Masamune

ureshii nukumori ni tsutsumareru tame
ikutsumono machigai kasaneteru
je t'aime? baka dayo na

betsuni kamawanai to kimi wa iukedo
tekitou na kotoba ga mitsukaranai
je t'aime... sonna toko da

kimi ga iru no wa, suteki na koto da
yasashikunaru, nani mo kamo

karee no nioi ni sasowareru youni
yuyami wo kakedasu ikimono ga
je t'aime! kore kara mo

kimi ga iru no wa, ikenai koto da
nayami tsukareta, kyou mo mata

kimi ga iru no wa, suteki na koto da
yasashiku naru, nani mo kamo

kimi ga iru no wa, ikenai koto da
nayami tsukareta, kyou mo mata

JE T'AIME?
lyric & music by Masamune Kusano

so you could be wrapped in a warm happiness
repeatedly making a lot of mistakes
je t'aime? how stupid that is

I could've said that I don't mind
I just couldn't find the right words
je t'aime... that's how it is

being with you is a wonderful thing
I'd become gentle just about everything

as if being invited by the smell of curry*
this creature that break off at dusk
je t'aime! from now on

being with you is a wrong thing
again today I'm tired of worrying

being with you is a wonderful thing
I'd become gentle just about everything

being with you is a wrong thing
again today I'm tired of worrying

Advice.

2008-09-07T11:08:00.000-07:00

Advice.

That is what you need from the others when you can't find any answers for your problems.
That is what you need to see both sides from other people sight of view, not only yours.
That is what you need when you have no other way to go.
That is what you need when you feel lost.

We usually asking for an advice from our trusted ones.

and..
for the Advice you have already received..

You MUST decide your own decision.
Whether it is the right thing to do or not.
You MUST be strong to go all the way through it.
Even though it is hurting you or not.
You HAVE TO see which one is right and which one is wrong.
And decide your action based on your decision.
You HAVE TO be able to do it.
Even though it is not an easy thing to do.

If it is good for you, then take it.
If it is not good for you, then you better think twice.

And keep in mind that..
Advice was being told to REPAIR us.. Not to DESTROY us..

Little inspiration during the night rain,
(After getting loads of Advice in every single detail in my life :p)

Achievement 3 : Creating a Forum

2008-06-12T08:33:00.000-07:00

My First Forum

Above, is the link to my forum.
Anyway, i still dont have any decision for the theme and the major topic in this forum.
So, i think i need to prepare it, at least i've already get the forum name that i want, haha.

I think that's all for now that i can share.

Ciao~

Achievement 2 : Creating a Logo

2008-03-05T19:31:00.001-08:00

My 1st Creation of Logo

Above this, is a link to my logo i made for data portabilities logo competition.This is my 1st try creating a logo.I'm on my way learning 'design' things, after finishing my college, here i am fulfilling my 4 years ago mission to have a 'by my-self' study about design. So, if you have see my creation, then please leave me a comment, so i can improve my self to be better.

Here are the requirement for the logo that i make,
The logo should:
Be distinct, unique and easily identifiable
Remain clear and identifiable at small sizes (e.g. 16×16)
Convey the concept of moving/owning/syncing data
Aesthetically fit in with a broad range of site/application designs
Provide a clear silhouette that can be rendered in multiple colors

Achievement 1: Baking a Web

2008-03-04T09:16:00.000-08:00

This is just what i've been dreaming of long time ago.
Step by step, i will do some achievement to reach all of my dream.
Slowly but sure, i believe i can reach it all.
(even though sometimes my negative ion is bigger and mucher than my positive ion LOL XD~)

So....
Tadaaaa....
Just born www.cookie-avenue.iwarp.com
On 4 March 2008 , late at night.

It is just for a testing web actually, i'm on my way learning all about creating a website.

So.....
There it is. Still have a long long way to go =D. I still need to study more and more.I'm still a noob on this kind of things, hahaha..

*yawn*
got to go to sleep now, so sleepy.

Good Night,
TTFN :p

The Water Horse-Legend Of The Deep

2008-03-03T07:38:00.000-08:00

It is a story about a little boy named angus and a water horse named crusoe.Angus is a little boy who is a little bit introvert. He loves his father a lot, he always waiting for his father to come home from his mission, he believe that his father will made it back home. One day, angus was playing on the sea shore when suddenly he saw an oval shape kind of rock buried in sand, he take it and bring it home. Angus who is curious about 'what is this oval shape kind of thing', examine the rock when suddenly he found something weird about that rock.

And then Crusoe is a water horse that born form the oval shape kind of rock that actually an egg.It's not a boy nor a girl, coz' a water horse have both of it. When it was still baby,Crusoe was a cute lil' water horse, acting like a dog, coz he can make a *rawr* sound, and walking style like a seal, it is so cute! i love it!

And then there was also a group of army who stays in angus house.The captain set up a war defense near the hill not too far from angus house. And then the story goes..

Review:
The water horse, crusoe, is very cute! You will definitely love it from the first time you saw it =D
Angus character is so interesting, when he finally have a friend who he can share everything with. To be continued ..

Afterall, i give this movie 80 from 100 =p

(How Hard It Is) Do Not Quit

2008-03-02T03:47:00.000-08:00

When things go wrong as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all up hill,

When the funds are low and the debts are high
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,

When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,

And many a failure turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out;

Don't give up though the pace seems slow--
You may succeed with another blow,

Success is failure turned inside out--
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,

And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far;

So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit--
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.